I want people to feel an immediate happiness and cheerfulness when they are around me. To make a difference in someone’s life. I want to make an impression in someone’s life, so that even though I may be delicate and fragile, my footprints are permanent within the hearts of the ones I've touched.

and there is an emptyness here that i simply cant explain

and i cant shake the feeling that something is missing

FUCK IT

i will do anything for you
i will ruin everything for you
i will never be the same
i will always love you
i will never get over the pain
i will loose us both
i will hate
i will lie
i will cheat
i will become who i am not

i will not be able to control this

late night

long day

this is my life.


ill admit its my own fault. i let you do this to me.

why?
i ask myself that every single day

but in the end.
its simply that i cared about you. aand still do.

and i would do anything for you


even if it kills me

and thats the honest to god truth






aint that a bitch?