no one uses this anymore but hey what the hell

CHANGE: what a fucking weird word

alot of things are changing. some for the better. some for the worst.

things that change for the better are hard to keep
things that change for the worst are hard to reverse.

i feel like im loosing some old friends that i really care about. and i feel like life is changing too quickly for me to keep up.

some relationships have strengthened. and i am so greatful for those people and appreciate what they have done for me

still i feel a little lost.
but guess thats whats supposed to happen right now.
which is ok

imm just really concerned and sad about loosing some friends. idk what it is and cant seem to put my finger on it.

humph
change
lame